My Feelings…..

HEY GUYS! hhahaha just read about my horoscope from friendster……hmmmm remember i said from my previous post i posted just now…i realise something…its quite true….. so…sometimes u hav to believe wat ppl said…..hahahah i hope and hope not….hmmmm which one i hav to choose…?

hey guys….hmmmm i received SMSs from all my long lost friends and special one….hmmmm hahahaha….she SMS coz of her result…thats gd she remember her promises that she said last time…i glad about it….quite happy…although not so great…atleast she made it….

i dont knw y today…..all my friends called me just hmmm today is not my birthday…i dont knw what occasion…agak nye pendek umur aku ni….hahahahaha

about her…out of sudden i think about our sweet memories…nvm is gd to think about the sweet things…aku tak kisah kalau dia tak bersama ngan aku…asal kan aku berdoa kan dia bahagia dgn si dia….aku bersyukur aku pernah berasa cinta…ada org tak pernah rasa apa to cinta…dan tak tahu apa erti nye…aku dah perlajari and mengetahui apa to cinta…hmmm  ??????????????

haiz…got news……haiz…hav to transfer to new project and new department…ah….hav to upgrade myself again….but dont worry Fairus! i knw u can do it…kuat kan semangat….haiz dah semangat pon…HAHAHAH

Starting from nxt week…so be prepare…haiz…tak kawin lah aku ni eh…asik keja jer lah nanti aku ni…hehehe lumrah hidup aku dah mcm gini bersyukur jer lah…PECAH OTAK LAGI!

Nowadays girls…hmmm ntah eh mcm makin merepek n ngada ngada aku tak leh terima dia…aku pon tak tahu baik buat bodoh sudah! im not ready! i hav to stable myself 1st than think about marriage….Ya Allah…..

Hey its B E A Utiful sunday…hahahha sambil sambil dgr lagu best like Madu and Racun From 3NITY

madu dan racun

haiz…imagine dgr lagu ni kat tepi pantai bersama org yg tersayang….hmmm tapi aku tada matair…apa leh buat…main bayangan jer lah…hahaha

hmmm besok dah monday….keja….haiz…ARH!!! ADA BANYAK KEJA SIAK! AND NEW RESPONSIBLE WORK somemore! damn sian…….apa leh buat keja…hahahaha

HEY! AKU START BALIK AKU NYE BLOG! HHAHAHAHA tada keja lain…nak luah kan perasaan aku yg terpendam slama ni….!

hmmmm….apa nak start eh…ohhh ok…now aku dah mula kehidupan baru….kehidupan yg sunyi sepi hahaha…podah! korang ada nampak tak testi aku skarang…org tak puas hati ngan aku sampai maki maki…nak tunjuk aku ni jahat sangat ah…tapi mmg aku jahat…aku nak tunjuk kebenaran aku…korang tau apasal dia marah sangat? pasal aku ckp bitch n AFRO GUY hahaha…mmg betul apa…hahahahha siapa yg makan chili dia yg rasa pedas….

nowadays susah nak cari girl yg ada kejujuran…kejujuran to yg paling penting dalam kehidupan…tanpa kejujuran musnah lah semuanye….ah merepek ah ni semua! malas nak ckp….yg aku tau paling penting ialah happy! aku tak kisah org ckp apa kat aku…terus terang aku ckp aku dah susah nak percaya kat pompuan…semua nye sama…mungkir janji….dah lah sama disini aja lah…laiin kali aku update lagi hahahah NONSENSE!

hey guys i will stop blogging at here…so anything u can refer to my new site… http://fairusbfg.multiply.com so see u there….

today is sunday! should eaten nasi sambal goreng! but haiz…so sad…hav to eat mee rebus….neh nvm….as i were working at maintenance room ….hmmm im still remember the past…yeah still not strong…y must think about it…its over…everything were over…shes forget about me…and me…still remember about her…haiz….but its ok i wont ever call her again…and try to be strong….thats y i hav to stay back another hour to join my friends…sometimes when u working u forget what u thinking about….try to be bz…haiz….i hope i will get rid of this nonsense imagination…..haiz!!!!!!!!

today woke up ard 1300+HRS shiok ah! for a long time i nvr woke up late…yesterday nite went out wif my frends…playing pool and hav some chill at infront orchard towers…haiz tomorow work morning shift….but tomorrow is SUNDAY! tomorrow can eat NASI SAMBAL GORENG yahoo!!!!!!!hmmmnext month is ramadhan….so have to puasa for one month……hmmmm

today hav to enjoy myself at home and hear some musics….chill at home and help my father do his plants…….and helping my mom…..hav to move on and forget my awful past….hmmmmmm

yeah…starting from now onwards…i hav to start a new life…..today just took a statement at J Div…just NFA(No Further Action) dont u all worry i wont contacting her anymore…i dont want my career gone just like that bcoz of a gerl….i dont want that to be happen…yah im regret what i hav done to her….and myself…just think positive…what i know theres a msg behind this life….ada hikmah sebalik nye…i just wanna wish myself and her…a good life…i just wanna make her happy again thats all…this is what she wanted about…just leave her…..haiz…nvm! just chill out…wish her all the best….yah..for me she still my special one….but bcoz of this i hav to move on…really move on…thanks to my friends….esp YASIN….thanks for your advised….and the Investigation Officer TOO! i really open my eyes….no matter what family first…thanks guys….terima kasih ya ALLAH…….terima kasih…. =:)

yeah when eating lunch i received a called from IO yeah she maked a police report about i harrissing her yah tomorrow goin for statement….yah i told HIM DONT WORRY I WANT TO CLEAR ALL THIS THING….ASAP! i really hate her…really really hate her…i helped her so much…really helped her about her life…hey feza try to learn how to live by yourself…try to live independently! jgn harap kan org! REMEMBER U TOLD A LIE TO ME about going out wif ashraf? remember how u told a lied to your parents? if u can told a lie to your parents u can told a lie to a police officers! like me! i hope u tell the truth to the Investigation Officer….but what i know later on your mom will know…remember your parents goin to mekkah? about that topic i will tell your parents soon…its up to them they want to trust me…later on your future husband will know….i really telling this the truth!

my life is so fucked up! hate my life! about my family…about my love one…do this to me….now im so hurt! really hurt! really try my best and now im getting this….hope my future is ok and bright….and i regreted what im doing! haiz…. so tomorrow just see the result….i hope ppl can help me…really hate her so much! what i know she like a nuts forget their shells…