my life
today my life is so diffrent…whole day kept smoking my ciggiesim becoming a really heavy smoker…kept thinking of her…haiz….i know is bad of my health but what to do…i try msg her….she never reply…andnow i make my mind to not to disturb her anymore…kalau lah ada jodoh kita akan bersama lagi…haiz…try to forget about her…what ever i do i kept thinking of her no matter what….
I told my mum about this…she kept crying….bcoz of my life…she hoping that get back my worst attitude like last time….my mum were happy if i get back to her…but i told my mum that she dont wants my anymore…my mum asked me why? i dont asnwer her Question….haiz…everyday i cant sleep she look at me she cried…somemore my leg..got thorn ligament…haiz….my future is becoming darker and darker…i keep preyying….i think got is playing my life…hahah i think ni semua cobaan dan dugaan….haiz….
last few days i went to fishing caught haruan quite alot…i caught 11 of them and big toman(SNAKEHEAD) heheh but damn forget to bring my digicam…but its ok there always a other time to take those stupid fish…hehehehe i think tomorrow i will go again….but haiz i need a rest on saturday i got NDP PREVIEW!damn kenna call back…haiz…tiring day later
i hoping feza will keep in touch with me in the future…and rhoping she still remember me…and thinking of me..i hope only….haiz….what a life…..what a miserable life….i think some people got worst life than me….but its ok…haiz…
