My Feelings…..

today and yesterday was tiring day…i dont know i back to my anger again…tought my junior maintenance…he kept say ‘YAH I KNOW ALREADY’, ‘OIC’, ‘Hmmmm’ AFTER FIVE MINUTES HE FORGET…WHAT THE FUCK…im angry with him…..totally angry….for the 1st time i teach my junior in the rough way haiz….

today after bath she was online….haiz…she told that she attached i hope so not…ashraf his name the TEACHER….i feel insulted….i know that my qualification is low…and my future haiz….but i can prove it to everybody i can do it….but start low again…its ok one day i can be good man with a bright future….SO just wait and see…my face gonna be at inside the news paper about career guy..hahaha what a dreamer sia….i hope my wish come true……i nowadays i keep on snoring…im too tired…mentally tired…keep bz around wif my things….i mean..kept thinking about her..and quiet most of the times not like last time…if i moody i keep on laughing…wif my friends…wif small things i will laugh too…so U i just hoping u will regret one day…and i really hoping and i will prey….that open your heart…..and open your stupid brain! 4yrs! what i fucking waste! ARH!!!! where is my friend!!!!!!all my squadmate!!! SQD64 where r u!!!!!i need u!!!!!!!ineed u all!!! still remember the fun inside the room!!!!hahahaha so childish….hahahaha but NS is another memories to me…so u guy read this blog… pls add me at radenrasta@hotmail.com  COME ON GUYS!

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