AROUND ME….
today after work went down to suntec….u know y?bcoz of my hp! spoilt!fuck ah! thats one thing…i hav to go alone…even boring….whilst walking to NOKIA CARE CENTRE….i look around me… there’s diffrent type of people….some couple hugging each other as if they were new fresh couple….some couple were fighting….some r like shit! hahahahah i dont know y i say this….keep walking as in like walking boon lay to pasir ris…feel like damn FAR!
seems like a long time i nvr come to suntec…i feel like im new there…hahahaha while walking i remeber the past…..remember about my father…remember about HER…haiz…i dont know y suddently i feel so lonely…really lonely…haiz… y my life hav to be like this…y? is this call life? i think for me its not…this is not my life….but sometimes i said to my self that just rilek….god r testing on us….
today came back from work im totally fucking tired…i dont know i feel damn tired….and my chest kept feel pain…i think too much of ciggies….try to slow down but i cant…
these days i keep on hearing my lovely song RINDU BAYANGAN by Jay Jay really old and nice song to me…haiz….y i hav to be like this?
this month i know this girl….she is nice and sweet gerl….but abit of EMO…..hahaha but i really like her eyes….whenever i loook at her eyes…as in like theres a diamond on her eyes…really sweet…ahahahaha and chubby cheek….yah i know i hav a something on her lah hahahaha but its not now….i just want to rilek 1st haiz…my heart still pain about HER…haiz….
