cant sleep
haiz…now is 31.08.2005 0206HRS still cants sleep bcoz i got abit of chest pain…. when im caughing i got chest pain…i think too much of ciggies….not i think lah its is lah….haiz…yah i just read all my blog again…feel angry feel sad! but y i feel like this?for what!? damn!
I just read about Maz blog…..yah im sorry about that really sorry….i just need somebody to talk to only not bcoz i want something…bukan i nak cari perganti ker apa…i just need someone to talk to….yg i kenal…not i cari…i dont like it that way….yah i got a feeling towards u but i know my limit….thats all….haiz…im sorry to disturbing u while u doing your assignment or your project or what your important stuff….haiz…im really feel lonely…no one to talk to…
Yesterday i saw HER on the MSN duh…i chat wif her….yeap while chat wif her i feel like im her friend…not like last time we always chat…now we r diffrent…totally diffrent…she said that after we broke off…all the goods things come to us..but! there is no such thing lah…i dont believe in that…i think it totally nonsense! yah we chat quite a long time ard 30 mins haha nuthing special or what…yah the feeling towards HER still hav….feeling hurt!! and kept thinking how she lied to me…but it ok…nehhhh drop the topic…
back to my MAZ…..MY MAZ?hahahahha i mean back to the GERL….yah i got feelings like and begin even more like towars her…i know she bz on her project…hahah still remember about her like last time when she got exam or project we always fight….but this gerl i dont….just rilek…DAMN THIS IS NOT ME! im a temperamental person hot tempered! im mean MORE GARANG! hahaha yah thats me last time…but now…BFG(Big Friendly Giant) but becareful when the limit when up to the max….the giant will turn into a BEAST…..hahahaha
Yah MAZ got beautiful eyes….cute nose….chubby cheeks…..aiyah! easi say she’s wonderful lah….hahahahha but i dont know her much…what i know she more to emo and ego…….about family background i dont know….hehehenvr slowly learn a person….or people…how people behave…and how to know a person……
