Lonely
haiz…today just came back from my work place….these days im feeling so tired…fucking tired! damn! haiz…..got accused had to sent to AH spent 3 hrs at there…the accused was arrested bcoz of disorderly behavior…..a caucasion guy very damn big! and he’s a jews….jews converted into islam?haiz…what a world…and he is under depression…try to find out y he’s like that….sooo noizy!shout here and there…after the slow talk wif him than he ok wif us…he’s a nice guy actually….
these day i so sleepy…i dont know y…kept on yawning while working…and yesterday got dreamt about her…she came back to me and talk to me….but i dont know what is that conversation about….she smile at me laughing at me…seems like im ok wif her and nuthing happen…after that she just kissed me and walk off…just like that…i dont know what we talking about…i know i wif her talking happily…after the i woke up…i feel sooo lonely…my heart is so lonely…damn! y im become like this again….damn! i hate this happen to me again…i tot i moving on wif my life…my thinking and my feelings towards her is so strong…i try to call her but i know she wont answer my call…haiz….what is this! is this life?
