A SAD DAY….
yah today is my last day to be happy…again…i cant be happy again i dont know…i cant laugh i can smile…keep on sad…i really sad what i hav done to her….i really wants her back…but…i think i hav no choice…just let it go…let her happy wif what she want to be….just prey that she gonna be happy…i keep on listening JGN BERSEDIH LAGI by ANUAR ZAIN….very sad song…i try to open RnB songs…ROCK songs…but i hav no mood…i really regret…i cant be happy anmore…Y? TODAY watch movie alone….THE LONGEST YARD…ppl said very funny…but nuthin to laugh about…inside the theatre ppl laughing like the troat wanna came out…but for me like nuthing…after the movie…jln jln at the town…haiz…nuthing to see too…all the way walking alone at the town…haiz..whats wrong wif me?im sad…truly sad…haiz… YA ALLAH pls make me happy….i prey alot too…today went to friday preyers at al-falah… nobody wanna accompany wif me…so i go alone..nvr go lunch…they call me that it late…i nvr picked up the phone..so i had to went back by TAXI….lucky $7….
from now onwards…im a first aider…i can do first aid to ppl needs help…hehe(so sarcastic laugh) im pass wif flying colours…yesterday i got full marks…20/20 and just now practical test just do one time…im pass….now i know im gd…i can learn…so hav to prepare later…after NS gonna study again…study really hard….really really hard….FIRST AID is so easy…very easy….just remember the way they do…thats all…. FYI i hate MCQ but i dont know how come i can get full marks….amazing man!!!
while went back alone at the TRACOM i imagine….i was walking wif her…still remember when im P.O.P day at TRACOM she came to my P.O.P day really really sweets…..i really took own sweet time walking at there…what a memories….haiz…i really miss her alot…haiz…last time i was happy wif her…really really happy…but now she wif other guy…ashraf was his name….now ashraf like show his colours…like doesnt care about my cute feza…this kind of ppl will nvr appreatiate us…thinks about himself only…thinks about his own world…haiz…but y hav my feza still love him? bcoz he got future? bcoz he’s rich? bcoz he’s handsome than me? bcoz of what? y ? tell me y? belom lagi matair dah buat prangai…apa siak!!! kalau aku kenal dia aku dah bahasa kan dia siak…haiz….relax…. relax….relax FAIRUS…just see what gonna happen wif this two guys…
all this while i kep reading her blog…y must she hav to treat herself a BITCH? she’s not a bitch….haiz…inside her blog…ashraf ask her to change her numbers so i wont disturb her anymore…neh..thats not the way….u r a teacher…y must u thinks that way? theres a ways to stop me to disturb her…yah theres a way…she knows about it….so what for u want her to change the number?haiz… hey ashraf…if u mature enouf pls ok….org dah sayangkan kau napa kau buat mcm gini kat dia?kau bodoh ker apa?eh feza ni org yg baik…dia mintak perhatian daripada kau! bukan aku! apa asal kau buat mcm gini? u got car u got motor y dont u send her or fetch her? think ok….u hav to divide yourself and her…your work and her….i hope ashraf saw my blog……i want him to take care of my dearest sayang….bcoz she’s the only gerl that i love…i dont want my love want to be hurt again…now i hav to stop sms-ing or call her…bcoz of me she traumatised…bcoz of me she hurt…so i dont want my love want to be like that…i want her to be happy….so ashraf if i know u gonna break her heart again…im gonna break your fucking balls! really warn u ok! so take care of my love!feza!
Anuar Zain
Jangan Bersedih Lagi
Kekasihku
Jangan bersedih lagi
Keringkanlah titisan air mata di pipi(mu)
Kekasihku
Tabahkan hatimu
Sekalipun tak pernah terduga
Halangan yang melanda
Melenyapkan
Impian bersama
Jangan dikesali
Atas apa yang terjadi
Mungkin rahmat sebaliknya
Membuahkan bahagia
Kekasihku
Aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah
Ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka (kekasihku)
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah
Menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha
( bridge )
Mungkin suatu hari
Kita akan bersama lagi
Aku masih mengharap
Segalanya kan
Berulang semula
( korus )
Kekasihku
Aku tahu
Kita sama saling percaya
Tidak pernah
Ada dusta
Kasih antara kita
Jangan berduka (kekasihku)
Jangan berdendam pada sesiapa
Bersabarlah
Menerima
Segala-galanya dengan redha
